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Jan 2024: 2024's new years card. All full analog.

Oct 2023: Because I don't have much time left in my life and I want to develop AI, I've bought the highest spec laptop with RTX-4090. It's white and pretty.

Jan, 2023: 2023's new years card. All full analog.

Jan, 2021: I've drawn 2021's RPG picture. This is drawn only by ballpoint pen and within 15 minutes.

Jan, 2021: 2021's new years card. All full analog. Perhaps this become the last card. I hope the post worker's load will decrease.

Dec, 2020: MIDI sequencer software 'Sekaiju6.1' has been released. In the event list window, as the 4th view, the control change listbox is added, which allows filtering by CC#. I've been wanted this, and a lot of request, so I'm happy to realize this.

Nov, 2020: My smartphone has exploded. Please be careful not to drop or bend smartphone because it is so delicate.

Jan, 2020: 2020's new years card. All full analog.

April, 2018 : Suddenly, Cakewalk Plutinum's price has became \0JPY. Though it is good thing to have survived, but I'm very sorry for those who have already paid \100,000JPY to purchased it. Since glacial generation's one month's standard income is \100.000JPY, it means that one month's bleeding work melted away in a moment. If one day bit coin suddenly become \0JPY, it may be self-responsibility, but Cakewalk Pltuinum is a product of a company... If they would know it result in such a way, they would had a decent meal, and would had a sleep time. If I could have a hope, this price is only for half-year's trial period, and the price will recover about half-value around October, but I can't find such a description. Fortunately, I was saved because I did not buy Cakewalk software.

Jan, 2018 : New year's card of this year. All full analog. This time, I've used not inkjet paper but normal paper, so I could draw smoothly without garbage catching on the pen. It seems to be no problem in color development.

Dec, 2017 : According to Microsoft, by updating Windows10 Fall Creator. GetPixel/SetPixel functions gets several times or several ten times slower, which is even just slow by default. All programs using these functions gets slower or works instabily. All programs using MFC's ribbon interface also uses GetPixel/SetPixel in the MFC, so they will also gets this efficient. At now, there is no way to solve this problem. Also, in kuzudeveloproom and openmidiproject, These function is not used, so all are safe. The toolbar is old type, MFC's ribbon interface is not used.

Dec, 2017 : MIDI sequencer / editor software 'Sekaiju5.1' has been released. With this, the external extension program SAL (Sekaiju Application Language), which enables to make user-defined editing function is also released. It is similart to CAL (Cakewalk Application Language), if you are interested, please see. do, if, forEachEvent, insert and Event.Kind are all aveilable.

Nov, 2017 : Suprisingly, Cakewalk had finished development. Maybe Gibson isn't so interested in program because Gibson is acoustic instrument's production maker. This is the second MIDI sequencer broken by Gibson, the first one is Vision. After this, some inquiry about Cakewalk sequence file (*.wrk) or CAL (Cakewalk Application Language) comes to me. About wrk, I'll implement wrk loading in future's version's Sekaiju. About CAL, I'll implement SAL as external extension program soon, please use SAL. Also, Cakewalk instrument definition file (*.ins) will disappeared in the Internet, so at now you may download all ins files which you need. If you want to continue using DAW, it will be Cubase, but the price is a bit too expensive, so a bit difficult for normal individual persons. If you use only MIDI, Sekaiju is recommended.

Jan, 2017 : RPG picture's drafting → pen drawing → painting of new year.

Jan, 2017 : A new year's card of 2017. The card is so small that makes hard. To make matters worce, since it is ink-jet paper, the powder is clogged in the top of the pen. Since it makes matters worse, maybe I'll draw on the A4 kent paper and publish in the printing shop next year.

Oct. 2016 : About overwork suicide issue occuerd in Dentsu company, an adjudgment that recognized it as a workmen's compensation has been decided. This company has also previously issued overwork suicide, and has devil 10 guidelines such as "5. Once hold a task, never release it EVEN IF YOU ARE KILLED, until you complete the purpose", "6. DRAG ARROUND PEOPLE", etc. The survivor's words "Why can we say such a company that make performance while killing workers is an excellent company leading Japan ? No work is more important than life." raise a question to Japanese society which requires overwork.

Jul, 2016 : RPG picture's drafting → pen drawing → painting → scanning. Background is drafted on the other paper while displaying with a light box. If you have a light box, even if non digital art, you can use layers. But production paper is the only one paper.

Jun, 2016 : RPG picture's drafting → pen drawing → painting.

Feb, 2016 : RPG picture's pen drawing → painting.

Jan, 2016 : A sketch and painting of 'taking collar away'. A mitsubishi hard color pencil's pink getting shorter. What picture will be drawn with this pencil at the end ?

Jan, 2016 : A pen drawing of 'Handsome man is innocence'.

Jan, 2016 : A pen drawing of 'Gross otaku is guilt'.

Jan, 2016 : A pen drawing of new top page picture.

Jan, 2016 : A new year's card of 2016. The card is so small that makes hard. To make matters worce, since it is ink-jet paper, the powder is clogged in the top of the pen.

Dec, 2015 : A pen drawing of the first drawing of new year. Since this picture, I began to use 'copic drawing pen'. The line seldom bleed by copic, nice.

Dec, 2015 : Since free web space of fc2 is filled with advertising, I've moved my web-site to sakura's server. The plan that no advertising, 10GB, PHP available, 20domains, 129yen per month is very suitable for individual usage. By the way, this sakura internet company has flextime system, 126 holidays per year, 20 paid holidays per year from the first year, and side job is allowed. In Japan, it is so rare company. I hope the other companies to follow them.

Dec, 2015 : An adjudgment of Watami corporation overwork suicide was sentenced. Reaching a reconciliation at the Tokyo local court, Watami corporation and Mr.Watanabe have to pay damages of 130,000,000 JPY (Note : about 1,300,000 USD) and have to accept liability and make a public apology. Maybe this is the heaviest adjudgment than past court precedent, but it may be tiny problem for aside of Watami. The words that bereaved families later said, which is, "If I could back the time, I would let her stop getting a job with Watami corporation" is so impressive for me, that I'll never forget in my life.

Dec, 2015 : An figure for illustrators made by LEGO. Joint is connected by black pin, so free for rotation, and can make soft pose than wooden figure. For two direction movement, two pin is used in the arms, legs and neck's root, so the sholder and the neck can be rotated smoothly, and the leg also can be open.

Dec, 2015 : I heard flash news that mitsubishi hard color pencil (\100 yen)'s red, skyblue, orange and greenish yellow will be continued production. Perhaps, I feel like 4 colors will be good enough to get by.

Nov, 2015 : Thank you for visiting comitia. And special thanks for buying a book, and volunteers. I felt so emotional. But, since exhibition and marketplace costs too much such as booth charge, printing cost, transportation cost etc, so it's so hard for me.

Sep, 2015 : According to Nikkei newspaper, in page 9 of September 3, they write a terrifying account of Japan. The title is "Shortage of workers, struggling field". Construction industry. It is summarized as follows, becuase of highly ugly working environment, workers doesn't come. Or rather should say no one is there. Over 700 Chinese apprentice was working at one time, but now only 17 persons can be contacted. Yonger perple was more disappointed about their life and cut all ties to Japanese construction industry. No horiday or one holiday per one week. A yearly income is 2,000,000 yen (Note : about 20,000 dollar). No payment for transpotation and tools. I hope excessive hard work and underpaying would be eradicated from Japan and around the world. By the way, my company is also no exception in that shortage of workers getting more serious, a half of new workers quit company within 1 year and outsourcing workers also quit company within 1 year.

Jul, 2015 : I tried Windows 10 RTM, but I found it getting worse and worse around MIDI. At the console program, Microsoft GS Wavetable Synth failed to open. At the window program, it can be opend only once, (if the window has a focus), following open is failed (midiOutOpen returns 1 (Unexpected Error)). Additionally, other sound, audio, DVD-drive and so on doesn't work well. So I recommend that you don't install Windows 10.

Jun, 2015 : A well-known cough medicine called 'Flaveric' destroied my absolute pitch, and all sound's frequency is heard 6% (half)-downed. Fortunately, after I took two tablet, I noticed something is wrong, and immediately stopped taking this medicine. At next day, my absolute pitch is recovered. There are a lot of the similar information in Google. Please be careful if you are a music creator.

Jan, 2015 : A season of cathing cold and pollen and rhinitis.

Jan, 2015 : New year's card of 2015. Each design is different because it includes my practice of direct drawing without rough sketch. Painting was omitted, sorry.

Oct, 2014 : Copic painting's picture.

Oct, 2014 : Swordman seems stuffy and hot because they always wear heavy equipments, so let's open the front buttons and get winds.

Oct, 2014 : RPG taste sketch. The heroine is mapper and illustlator.

Aug, 2014 : Sakura Kyouko's sketch from madoka magika.

Jun, 2013 : I've moved my develop environment from Microsoft Visual C++ 4.0 Standard Edition to Microsoft Visual C++ 2008 Standard Edition. All software released from now will support Windows7 and its theme.

Mar, 2010 : Since an old wooden deck damaged by termite and decay falled down, so I make new one. 今度のは防腐剤を加圧注入済みの105角のツガ材と2×4材と2×6を採用し、組み立て前に全面に防腐防蟻材を相当多く塗布しました。なお、2020年現在健全です。

Sep, 2009 : The weight of books and papers is so heavy that the bottom of the closet fell down, so I'm reinforcing and repairing. 30 * 40 * 2000mm's Japanese red pine is comparatively reasonable and high-strength, so it is convenient at a various work. At the last, I coverd it by rummber core's board, so it gets possible to put heavy object. but my house's structure is already damaged, so I decided to start to get rid of the unwanted things.

Jan, 2008 : This time, all my software and libraries related to MIDI such as MIDI sequencer / editor software 'Sekaiju' was moved to opensource project. Thank you in the future.

Dec, 2006 : A wooden house's structure model made as a side job. Scale 1/20, manufacturing carefully 6mm square's Japanese cypress. Making a notch with knife and metal file so carefully, not to break...

Sep, 2003 : A broken keyboard.

Aug, 2003 : I found a score that I took by ear , that I wrote by hand, in my junior school student days. It is interesting that some mistakes are found. Sample is Final Fantasy III.

Nov, 2002 : A new bug is found. I want to write "a != b", but somohow I wrote "a =! b". But it is recognized as "a = NOT(b)", no complile error is caused. If it were a mistake of "==" and "=", it could found quickly...

if  (a =! b) {  

Apr, 1996: I've gotten the real C/C++ development environment for the first time in my life. By using this, I can create RPG!


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